Day 21

Today I was down one pound. Total of 17.6 lb lost  175.4
Today I went for a bike ride with some friends. We rode from Seal Beach to Newport Beach. It was 18 miles round trip. Hope the scales is down again tomorrow. Tomorrow is day 21. I planned on doing it for 21 day's but now I feel I can keep going. It seams to be getting easier. I want to at least hit the 20 lb mark.

Day 20

Today I was down .4 with a total of 16.2 lost. 176.8
Wow I cant believe we are on day 20. It seams to be getting easier. I went to bunco last night, Oh my gosh was it hard. everyone eating all the good food she had there pizza, crackers and dip, among other things. and candy on every table. And apple crisp baking in the oven for dessert with ice cream. They had there coffee with the yummy creamers. I did not touch a thing. but it was so hard to watch everyone eat all night. I have never gone to bunco and not ate something. Usually I feel sick when I leave because we eat so much.
Since I started the drops I don't feel as hungry and I actually slept last night.

Day 19

Today I was down 1.2 lb. Yeah..... that puts me at 15.8 lbs lost. 177.2. I was going to do this for 21 days. but now I am thinking I will continue until I am out of the shots. That is an extra 3 day's. Plus we have some drops to use up.  I will see where I am and how I feel when I get there. If  I can get creative with the food and make it taste better. That's most of the battle for me. I just hate eating food I dislike. I would like to loose the rest on Weight Watchers  and learn how to eat healthy and keep it off.
This diet sure is teaching me self discipline. Something I thought I didn't have.

Day 18

Down .4.  Hopefully I will hit the 15lb mark tomorrow.

Day 17

Lost .8 today so I am the same as a two days ago. 
We think our HCG shots are not working. Our friend started the shots with Dr. Tobin just a few days ago and she is already down 10 lbs. We are starting our 3rd week and we should have lost more than this by now. I think we are going to do the drops. Also her Dr. office said it should not be this hard for us if the shots were made right. We should not be hungry and it should not be keeping me awake. The problem is Dr. Tobin is 600.00 for 40 days.
I am getting use to not eating much and not going out to eat. I have been counting the day's because I thought I can's do this much longer. I don't know maybe I can, We'll see. The last few day's I noticed I am starting to get use to the food. I am actually enjoying my fruit. I don't like fruit. Tonight was the first meal I enjoyed. I actually licked my plate it was so good. I made a steak cooked in a little water garlic salt and pepper. Michelle made me some cauliflower in her baby food machine so it was really creamy. I put that in the pan after I make the steak and it soaked up the leftover juice from the steak. poured it over the steak. It was like a gravy and was sooo YUMMY.

Day 16

I was up .8 today. I know why.....I ate 2 bites of BBQ pizza last night. I know I should not have done that. but ya know it was almost worth it. the carb pain went away in my stomach. And I was able to sleep last night because I wasn't so hungry or maybe the carb pain was gone. I was amazed at how little of a carb it took to take that craving away. and how much better I was able to sleep. Back on tract today.

Day 15

Down .2 today. So I was 178.4. We have one more week and maybe 3 days. I haven't decide on the 3 days but I'm sure when it gets here I will do it. They messed up on the HCG last week so we lost 3 days there. My pants are getting loose. I went through my closet this morning and all the pants I took out fit. I don't think any of them fit before or they were really tight so I wouldn't wear them. I feel thinner and I feel good. Just would love to have some carbs. I am not craving sugar but I am craving carbs.
I keep thinking of what Mike said being fat was worse.